LIFE HAS BEEN CHAOTIC.Its like one big fire drill. Rushing , stressing, working to find stability. These AP classes can tare a kid up if they're not too careful but that's only 1/2 of it.My school is magnet & preforming arts 2 I have 2 mandatory Music courses that go along with my orchestra major and all honors and AP classes. It's partially my fault though. I under estimated this year and I fell flat on my face just as expected. Oh well ...I suppose Its time to brush off and keep on keeping on. Trust is an issue . I trust only a few people on this earth which is good and bad. People are so callous now a days. They htrow words like "love" around like their nothing and are quite insencere. Me, I keep to myself most of the time unless I'm with others . I've learned that knowing who you are and who you believe in is about all you have and all that matters in life. I suppose after gett'n played over and over agian by people you eventually figure it ou in so many words.